Saturday, December 10, 2011
Falling in love with a girl and finding out I am moving. Can anyone help me with this very difficult decision?
No more then a month ago, I started to see this girl whom I work with. She is a beautiful, strong, and intelligent P.R. girl who is amazing in so many ways. Our first date, which had to be under the radar given we worked together, took place at a local pizza joint during our lunch break. I took her out, we had a great conversation, the pizza was great, and when I went to pay the bill, my card was declined. At that point I thought it was game over for me, but she calmly paid for it while my pride disintegrated into oblivion.Later that day, I was petrified to talk to her, but I managed to anyways and after a few good laughs, she re-ured me that I had nothing to worry about. A few weeks went by, and during which she expressed her feelings for me and an emotional relationship began to develop since we had conflicting schedules. Yesterday, I decided to push my luck and during my own lunch break, I drove like a demon out of hell to her store, roughly 10 mins away from mine to see her for a brief 15 mins before I had to drive back. I left her with a hug and a kiss on her neck that I knew gave her erflies. Today, I visited her again while she was at work since I wasn't able to see her this morning due to a sick family at home. We talked and I gave her a rose from my personal garden as a gift to show her I want her to think of me. Before she left back to work, I was finally able to cut through the ual anticipation and kiss her, and what a bitter-sweet kiss it was. The reason for this is, it was great, and there is no doubt in my mind that there is pure chemistry between us. To be honest, I haven't been this old-fashioned romantic since my puppy dog love days back in high school. Im 21 years old, and I have had many relationships, hookups, one night'ers, the works, but this girl's vibe just screams "I'm the one". And for the first time in many years, and against my better judgment to wait to admit to such a thing, I think I'm falling in love with her. And here is the part that makes it bitter. My family and I are relocating across the country to Colorado from Connecticut. I myself am planning on going out on my own in February to live in Texas, and I've told her all of this, yet she tells me she knows I have to do what I need to do, but would love nothing more than to have me stay. She even goes to far to say that she would seriously consider moving with me to Texas when I make the move since she will be done with her last semester of her ociates program. Even though I love the idea of being up to my shoulders in no-strings-attached hookups, I would rather wait for her for some wack reason! I dont know if she will honestly wait for me, somethings have made me think she will, but its hard to truly know. To make matters worse, I have the thought of staying in the back of my mind, but doing so would mean I wouldn't be able to go back to college. I am a 21 year old Cancer/Leo Cusp male, and she is a 19 year old Pisces/Aries Cusp female if that helps anything. Please, I could use any advice on this from both guys and girls. This is one of the weirdest situations I've ever gotten myself into...
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